Happy

Nothing but happiness to go around today...

I don't remember

"Heart heavy, I close my eyes.
I close my eyes to try and figure out why I feel like I do.
Never happy lately, never smiling.
I try to remember things about you,about us.
I can't seem to recall anything of late.
Only the little past.
I'm trying to remember the last time you kissed me,
Kissed me as if the sun would not rise tomorrow and the world would end.
But I can't remember...
A time that you ran your fingers through my hair without thinking why.
But I can't remember...
A time I said something and you didn't try to make me look at it from a different point of view.
But I can't remember...
A time when you made me smile all the time, made me fell like the sun wouldn't set.
But... But...
But I can't remember...
I can't even remember a time I didn't feel lost, a time that you would help me find my way.
But I can't remember...”

Our love

Endless hills of clarity roll before.
I wake up next to you and my heart skips a beat.
I'm glad that you're here.

How much I love you is indescribable,
like the oceans vast hidden history.
Unknown.

I hold you to me and the world disappears,
because for that moment we are the only two people in the world.
I love you.

Words cannot explain how I feel...
We were truly meant to be...

An old friend

I can feel your tendrils darkness,
looming ever closer to your goal.
MY heart.

I can feel your ice cold hands,
wrapping, squeezing, clenching,
my soul and constricting my being.

I feel like I'm a million miles away,
as you let yourself in again,
why? why? why?

Familiar friend begone,
no one has summoned your return.
Disappear and leave me to peace.

Darkness encompassing me,
I see no light,
I want you here...

...BUT you're gone...

Sadness filling my veins,
replacing blood,
tears red and salty.

Why?
Why me?
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