Just my luck!

Have you ever wanted something so bad, that you will do anything to have it? It was like that with me and you. Since the first day we met you captured me and I wanted you at all costs no matter what. Now that I have you I'm not so sure. I fought so long and hard for you and now there is no more fight within my soul. I wish there was but there isn't. Your constant silence is choking me. I love you but I want to move forward. I want to be happy. I want to be free. You're breaking my heart and I don't know how to tell you. I want you to stop so we can go back and figure out how we got here but you won't and we can't. I love your family as much as you but today you took something from me. You did something you promised never to do. You broke my heart. I have been fighting for you for too long now, it's time I walked away but I can't because I'm trapped because I love you. You had me in tears today, choking back what I wanted to say to you, instead telling you I was fine and had to go. I don't care anymore and I don't want to fight, you're either in this or you aren't. I love/loved you but now I'm not sure...

TORN!

You are breaking my heart,
and you don't even know it.
You tear me apart,
just by appealing to my heart!

A mess of confusion,
how you feel about me.
I'm loosing control by
loosing my soul!

I could havd found out
today if I'd let you.
But 'life' got in the way.
So please tell me for certain
or just walk away!

Get away!

Can't i just have a single day?
A day where you don't exist!
A day where you don't piss me off,
Screw me over and make me want to cry!

I hate it when people change,
So good-bye you lil s***
Be gone and stop,
Stop expecting me to forgive you.

Why you?

This is insane,
how much you've changed.
We all know it's true,
everyone except you.


What's your problem boy?
You think you better then us?
Well, you're mistaken.
But nevermind your loss.

Stop being such a brat little boy.
You're whipped little boy.
She's got you tame little boy.
Bye-bye!