So, I know I haven't posted in a long time but you all know me I usually only write when I have one of the following three: inspiration, motivation or I'm emotional. I started writing a song today. At first I didn't want to post it on here because it's like the rawest of everything I'm feeling right now and I know this will annoy the people involved. However, I'm no longer going to stay silent about my feelings an what's going on with me. No one person has the right to take that away from me and if this offends then just don't read it. As much as I have a choice to put this here, you have the choice to read it or not.. If you do read this, persons involved, just know, that I didn't feel like this until you took away from me the one thing I thought I'd always have. I can't articulate as well as you in words how I feel and you know this is my self expression so don't read between the lines, because the words here come straight from the darkest corners of my heart. Without further delay here I go....
It's time to move forward.
Leave the past behind.
To build myself up and not fall down.
I'm stronger then I've ever been.
Should've known aat the start.
Too dependent on you,
Too reliant on you,
Looking away from you.
Now I'm falling apart.
Was it worth it?
To walk away like you did?
To let those years fall away?
To let his friendship fall?
I should be used to it by now.
Too dependent on you,
Too reliant on you,
Breaking your promises.
Now it's my turn to fall apart.
You taught me to talk,
You taught me to cry.
I watched you grow,
We let us fly.
This didn't have to be the end.
But you've chosen your path ahead.
Now all that's left to heal.
A painful good-bye.
Is it my fault that I feel this way?
I watched you cry.
I never felt a thing.
The reason being,
I thought you'd always be there.
But you chose your way,
You turned around,
Left no friendship.
Now I'm finally falling apart.
