Welcome

Hello new friend,
the games begun.
I'm here, you're here,
let's have fun.

You've told me that you're changing,
because I'm in your life.
Now here's my confession,
my confused out look on life.

I'm not a surface colour,
or a dessert rose.
I'm not just many layers,
but a many crevices in stone.

All people see is black and white.
That's just how I roll.
But you my friend have seen the spectrum side of me.

So you'll either stay or you'll go,
hence i'm just going to let you know.
No matter what you choose to do,
always remeber,
I'll be forever here for you.

From AD

"Looking from a window above,
it's like a story of love.
Can you hear me?
Came back only yesterday.
Moving far away.
Want you near me.

All I needed was the love you gave.
All I needed for another day.
And all I ever knew,
Only you."

Thanks babe <3

Jst 4 u!

I'm not going to burn your name,
reveal you identity,
or write an angry blog.

You keep saying you don't want me to write about you in my blog so I thought I'd leave you a messgae. :D
Thanks for being an awesome friend and for taking away my insomnia...

<3

Baby Girl

Hey baby girl.
Here's a message just for you.
So smile baby girl.
Remeber I'm always here for you.

Even when the world seems grey.
I'll be here waiting.
Just keep your head up baby girl.
Don't cry, he loves you and so do I.

<3

Good-bye

Hey girlfriend,
the road's been great.
Now you're gone,
(shrug) life goes on.

Down in style,
laugh for a while.
Don't cry lil girl,
we'll be waiting.

Chin up lil mama,
got your baby waiting.
Hold him close,
and don' let go.

Good-bye lil girl,
this year's been great.
Now smile,
you got the whole world waiting...

<3

Emotion Hill

I ride this roller coaster wave over and over again with you.
It's an unending road of emotion.
A power struggle between the good the bad and the down right evil.
I wish I could win but you'll never let me go.
Please just let me have this one wish.
Open your arms, your mind and your heart and find it within yourself to forgive my sins.

I'm loving you but letting you go.
I know I broke your heart over and over again,
but baby hear these words and forgive me.
I'm begging this time for real.

I love you always will but now it's time to walk away.
Yeah I'll cry, and don't get me wrong I still want you here in my life.
But, now I'm asking 'forgive me'.

Mystery ^-^

Something about him captures me completely and it just won't let me go. What is it though? No one else is under his spell but for some reason I am. Memories flood my mind and my sense become numb to the world around me as I think back. Back to a time where I felt you there with me. Back to a time where you would come here and make me smile, when my life seemed grey. Except then I think back to those times you left me stranded and heartbroken and all I want to do is run and hide. But I can't because I know you'll find me. You always do and this is what makes your heart so true. So don't forget I'll always love you :D

Times Change (poem/riddle)

"Things will never be the same again.

Not like yesterday, today my friend.

Separate ways we go and part again.

Now it's time to say good-bye."

Times passes in the blink of an eye and you never realise it until you have nothing left to lose. What is it about us that makes us so different to the rest of humanity? Sure we have physical differences and we sleep at different times to others in our land but, in reality people across the globe of the same race sleep at different times. So, maybe we are just overseas stayers from different parts of the world and universe who are stuck in an endless cycle of jet-lag. Who am I?

Hope

When your world crumbles
and things fall apart
Never let go of your soul
and your heart.
Someday you'll find yourself once again.

Sure it will hurt when your love says
"good-bye".
But keep yourself open for the friends in you life
The friends who will end
your strife and your pain.
To again help you smile in the sparkling day.

Ghost

"My life is and unending book of sadness and sorrow.
My thoughts and dreams haunted by your memory.
Be gone beast of misery and let my happiness return,
there is no room for you here ghost from my past."

Long Ago

As the sun rises
My hope leaves me
Like the disappearing darkness goes
So the drkness comes

You showed me a life of light
But now that hope and love are gone
Taken away on the wongs of wind
Burried in a devilish pit of hatred
Nothing more I have to give

As I sit and write
Nothing you or I could do or say
Would ever make this right

I'll never regret giving my love to you
Or that you took it away as swiftly as it came
Never forget that life does not end with
Your sorrow, sadness and pain

You will find someone
But my time has come
To leave this world behind

I love you
But you are gone
Now, so am I
My spirit low
And this my lifeless song for you endure
The torturous pain I here implore

Love lost

I watch you leave as my heart breaks apart...
Why did you go without saying goodbye?
Didn't you see me satnding in the rain?
Watching you,
Staring into your soul?

Why am I blogging?

For everyone who will read this blog here is why I'm doing it.
When I'm mad or sad happy or mellow I usually write about my feelings through stories.
Lately I have been doing this a lot more often and have eventually decided to stop wasting paper and ink and start blogging.
This is not only for me but for everyone who can find inspiration in my words and who can learn from what I say.
Now I know everyone is probably going "What can i possibly learn from someone unqualified to give emotional advice?" well, here is my argument. You don't have to uber qualified teach, you don't even have to teach for people to learn. People learn from relating and this is my aim.
Everyone will learn just by being able to relate to what is written within these passges.
Whether it be just a romantic story or a passage on heartache or joy, it's all there and I hope you all find it useful.
Whether you learn or just enjoy reading what I've written. Enjoy!