Thursday, August 22, 2013

PASSION

Passion.
A driving force.
Inspiration.
The beating of a heart true to its calling.
Following without a doubt what you love.
Indescribable to the end of time.
It just is.
Something that remains unexplained.
Life would be lacking without it.
Dreams.

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

YOU

Look out your window.
Can you see it too? The sky beautiful as the sun rises.
Stripes of blue, grey and pink.
The tiger rises like and innocent child.
The colour like that of the heart unbroken.
The heart learning to love for the first time.
Pure and innocent.
Untouched by danger.

Silent moments.
The whistle of a bird.
Echo of the wind in the trees.
Your presence ever near me, though far from my touch.
Indescribable.
Vulnerability.
Tears and open hearts.
Thoughts streaming from one to the other.

SHARING:
Words
Heart ache
Life

and a connection.


CONNECTION

It starts with a glance. Then a stare. Locking eyes to see who will fall from grace first. A hand on the cheek. Fingers through her hair. Both of you leaning in but both unsure who will cave in next. A little tease here and there. Small, soft momentary touch of your lips. Possibly a shallow sharp breathe in just before you both give in a your lips meet in the most gentle way possible. Like fairies landing on lily pads. Seconds pass by but instead you feels as if minutes have been taken from you. Your lips part only momentarily and meet again on a parallel universe. The feeling truly indescribable. Passion. Hearts beating fast. Eyes adjusting to the rush. When you part the glorious silence between both of you as you rest your foreheads together while trying to gather your thoughts is incredible.

NO MORE

The same road. The same music. Reliving a summer that ended in heartbreak. A summer by your side and a winter alone. You'll never know how it truly feels. Coming back to this place. Even if just passing through. The memories that drive you wild, but haunt your sweetest dreams. The good that has become hate and resentment. I never wanted this but it was your decision. I'd kill to see you happy. I'd put aside my happiness. My life. To see you smile. To see you happy. 

The sun is shinning bright, high in the sky today but still I'm cold. Alone. So many people surrounding me but my soul, the one you took for yours and then ripped from my heart, sits deserted, hidden in the deepest loneliest shadows of the moon. I no longer love the boy I've loved for so many years, the man I came to know and the soul that tore mine apart. So many years and nothing to show for it but a black hole. An empty shell full of shadow and darkness.