One of those days

Have you ever had 'One of Those Days' where your day starts out perfect and then somewhat goes for a ball of poop?
Well, I'm having "one of those days". It's horrible how everything in the world has to evolve around good and bad, every action having an opposite reaction and consequence. In plain language, life sucks, no matter which way you turn.

Ok. Enough negativity! The world works in a circle. We live our lives in a circle. The Circle of life as it is so perfectly put in The Lion King. We wake up and go to sleep everyday as the sun and the moon pass us by but, we never seem to appreciate those moments in our lives where life seems to stand still. I experienced a few of them this morning, did you?

I woke up this morning with the intention of going downstairs and drinking a coffee just like every other morning but, then I decided to go back up stairs (forgeting about my cuppaccino, ew cold coffee) and went on Facebook chat on Android (which I wasn't going to do because it cost me heaps). I diverged from my circular path and because I did that, time stood still for hours while I chatted with one of the most amazing people in my life right now. The small sacrifice of not going about my day as usual for a perfect morning greating and a loving conversation (the small things). Hours passed and I never realised because of how beautiful thoses moments were. Small and insignificant but, the part of my day that i will remember for ages to come. Btw thank you my special person :) Love you <3

Now it is evening and shortly I will be heading off to bed soon, back on the path of my ever diverging circle that rotates itself around the universe and beyond. So why don't you take a leap of faith and just for one day diverge from your circle and make it a square and appreciate those moments in life where time stands still :)

Xx

a Word or Two

It's December, the Christmas season.
In fact it's Christmas day and yet, something doesn't feel right.
Doesn't feel whole.
It just all round doesn't feel like Christmas.
The second most loved day in my year and I'm not loving it.
Irony? Not really. I'm glad to be with family and sad to be away from friends.
Excited at the prospect of this year almost being over and let down by the lack of sincerity in this beautiful season.
I feel as if people have yet again forgotten the true meaning of Christmas and need to be reminded. So keep your gifts and party favours and rather look towards what Christmas means.
I'm not saying that Christmas isn't about giving and receving, becasue it is, and so much more too. What I'm saying is that when you give, give with sincerity and when you receive, receive with gratitude. Most important NEVER forget that 'Christ'mas is about the birth of our Saviour Jesus Christ :)
Xx

IDEA

Chapter one

Shadows. Darkness. Purity. Light.

One from the other. So different and yet so similar.

What is it that unites these elements and yet grants unto them an individuality unknown to man?

Why are some attracted to the silence of night and others the angels of day?

(more to come)

Good-bye Spirit Demon

It is so confusing,

How I feel about you.

I'm going around and around

On a gigantic spinning wheel of emotion.

I never meant to do this,

And I'll hope you understand.

I never meant to break your heart,

leaving you without my hand.

You know, you mean the world to me,

my Spirit Demon love.

I feel darkness creeping over me.

My emotions lost,

Have I become your foe?

I hope that you will be ever present,

as a lover or just my friend.

But now it's time to let you go.

No apology in the world,

can mend what I have done.

And even though you say you have,

your forgiveness of me is wrong.

My heart just crumbles as I write,

these words to you my "Elmo".

Tears just streaming down my cheeks,

emotions running high.

So please just know.

I LOVE YOU!

"I know this doesn't equate to much and I'm really sorry for what I've done. I'm sorry I couldn't say this in person and that no words would come to my lips when I had the chance. But like I have said before when I write things they sound a lot better. I hope you will forgive my unforgivable act. But I also want you to know, everything I every said to you, everything we ever did together meant the world. It wasn't all empty and it certainly wasn't fake. so again I'm really sorry."